it's over. he left. and with it any feeling except complete utter loss ( Read more... )

it's too soon to tell. im sustaining and finding a little peace in the action of letting go. we'll see what happens.

june 5th faggots.

I feel completely empty.

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In other news...

going to England and Ireland on Friday to Friday. Sigh.

i dunno what to say. so much has happened and it's all just like a broken record on repeat.
it seems it's everywhere. not just me. so if you all are having the maddening ups and downs as i am, i feel for ya.

this too shall pass

Three things that scare me ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in here in a while and it's a quiet day at work so I figured I would ( Read more... )

1. my sex drive is back with a vengence. (thank god ( Read more... )

i might be going to ireland.

i love jorge even though we don't talk as much, we have different lives and live in different cities, i still want him to know that he is in my heart and in my thoughts.

i love my bf

i miss my dog

fuck the oscars and kimmel being AROUND the corner from my house....people and traffic everywhere.

Thanks to all the awesome peeps who came out to my bday dinner. It was a blast, very different from last year. Pics will follow soon hopefully ( Read more... )