i havent written in so long damn ( Read more... )

god i havent updated in forever negletful i am ( Read more... )

im sad im at my house i want to go back home to my boyfriends house im sad im lonely and i miss him a lot 2 more nights and 1 and half more days till im back in riverside where i belong ( Read more... )

she is right i was supposed to rot in nuevo in fact sometimes i wish i still was its a strange world i live in now nothing i used to know is the same school friends work family me life in general. im at a very odd bend in my life and im not exactly sure what im am supposed to do yet. all i know is i start school in feb at rcc riverside. i work at ( Read more... )

my house is no longer the same and i hate coming home all together now. its not the same place i used to know with the same people they have all changed. my parents look older and angryer and the kids pretty much run wild. they let bad people into out home and now they have done bad things to us they sold drugs out of our home and now have stolen ( Read more... )

ive been out of it the past couple weeks it seems. i dont know whats wrong with me at first it was pms but now i dont know. i get real sad real quick. any one says anything the wrong way and i take it completely out of context. some time i have justifable reasons to feel the way i do and other times there is no excuse at all ( Read more... )

my head is so stuffy and full o'crap i think its going to explode! my nose will not stop running and i cant stop sneezing. i feel yucky ( Read more... )

so im home now. ive been gone for a week. it was nice. home is a place of chores and complaints about my life. i need to get my shit together ( Read more... )

so i missed the fair this year. that sucks! it sounded like a lot of fun my whole family went but me. but thats cool it will be here next year ( Read more... )

i did it i slept by myself last night for the first time in almost 2 months. yea for me. but it wasnt hard to fall asleep with all that weed i smoked yesterday damn plus the cold medicine ( Read more... )