things are better now than they used to be! much better! 1 year of community college down still 4 more years to go! but i am a straight A student so far! yea for me! i have a great boyfriend! its been about 2 years so far but the first was not so good! didnt end up kicking my bad habits till the middle of 2007! but im good now and back to fricken ( Read more... )

Havent written in a long time, very long time. Kinda strange how the years go by so quick and so much has changed...yet then again not really! Broke up with Chris a year ago come this summer. Finally got to the point now where we are no longer trying to "work things out" Ha I never really tried at all, but I figured why not he can give it a shot... ( Read more... )

im lonely. a lot and the funny thing is i shouldnt be, but i am,and im getting tired of it. after the holidays there may be some big changes and for the better i fucking hope ( Read more... )

so yea my mom lost her job today. screw corporate america at least her little piece of it. i dont know whats going to happen now. my mom was the only one with an income to support our family my dad still does not have a job alas. she has severence pay that will cover us for awhile but i dont know how into the idea of looking for a new job she is at ( Read more... )

so tonight at work i was offered 10,000 dollars to marry a man named douglas. he wants me to marry him so he can become a u.s. citizen. alas i said no i dont think my boyfriend would like it. but hey there always a back up plan eh eh?! no not really but i did find the whole marriage thing rather funny ( Read more... )

so i went down to java last night not much going on down there. no meri. brian showed up and we talked for a bit. andrew sadly showed up as i was leaving it would have nice to chat with him but alas another time ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in my room today when i realized i hadnt updated my journal in forever and i missed it so here i sit typing away ( Read more... )

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today has started out great and i have a feeling its going to be a really nice day for me today. woke up with chris this mourning spent some quality time with each other before he went to work. hehehe have some studying to do for a test tomorrow but thats okay gonna drive to riverside today see my nana and papa and clean their house for them. might ( Read more... )

so i finally did it im back in school so to all those who didnt believe fuck off! so many people like my family did not think i would do it that pisses me off so much when i say im going to do something i do it. so ha. no but really im so happy to be in school again to have a purpose once more is a wonderful thing. its great i have 2 classes with ( Read more... )