Stupid me, not updating and whatnot. I guess the reason I haven't updated is because I've been trying to think as little as possible. When I write things down, or type them.... it makes me think, and that's really not something I've wanted to do lately. Everytime I think, I get kinda depressed. That's what happened last night. But I am glad that I ( Read more... )

I don't want to write everything that's happened the last week and a half... so I will just say that bad stuff happened, and I am getting better. I'd like to say because of all my friends and the support they've given me, but truthfully only a couple actually have been there. I will say though, that my parents are the best people in the world. I ( Read more... )

Had a good time hanging out with friends tonight... Kelly, Tia, and Fred. <3 them. I'm glad that some people want to come over and hang out finally. Some of my friends just haven't seemed interested in being around me lately, and that's kinda hurt my feelings. I guess life's just been busy for everyone and I shouldn't take it personally. But its ( Read more... )

Finals are over, YAY! I now have a month and a week off from school! *does a little dance ( Read more... )

It's been a while. For some reason I've been too busy to write any thoughts down. I studied my ass off this last weeekend, and thankfully it's over for a bit. At least until next weekend. Stress isn't good for me. Obvious, I know... but it's taken its toll ( Read more... )

I wish I had an excuse as to why I am a disappointment. Some medical condition, mental condition, or handicap. I wish there was a reason why I just can't seem to get my shit together. I'm not smart... and I'm tired of college because it proves the fact that I am not smart with every exam and every paper. If I was smart, I wouldn't be on academic ( Read more... )

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I wish I could sleep at normal times, but my sleep schedule is beyond fucked up at this point.

Haven't updated in a bit.... feel kinda out of the loop. But, for starters, today just wasn't that great. I was pretty cranky towards people, and some of my friends kinda irritated me ( Read more... )

I am really glad that I took tonight off from the party/club scene. There was too much going on, and I don't doubt that I probably would have had fun if I'd gone out. But, I think I made the right decision about staying at home. Granted, I haven't gotten anything productive accomplished... but I did get some down-time. Something I really needed ( Read more... )