Ha, so I stopped writing in this quite some time ago ( Read more... )

So... if there is a heart  "<3" next to a girl's name in your boyfriend's cell phone contacts list, what does that mean? Anyone?

And for the record, there is no heart next to my name....
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No I was not snooping, I was looking for a phone number.

But now I really kinda want to know.

Satan's in living room, choking me with apathy ( Read more... )

A creature made of sunshine
Her eyes were like the sky
Rabbit howls like something old
As we twitch to a lullaby
The scapel shines in god's sunshine
The Streetlights whisper pain
Down here near the poison stream
Our god has gone insane

She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands
Into the sun she stares
She feels it die
I heard her ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a long time ( Read more... )

Fingernails! Yay!  I got my nails done yesterday for the first time in years. I now have pretty fingers again! Yay! Plus, they are clear with silver tips. Pretty freaking cool if you ask me. Next time I go back they'll be black. Even better. <3 Happy happy happy ( Read more... )

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So, yesterday Marcus and I broke up. No more relationship, no more engagement. Right now as I am writing this he is going down to the leasing office of our apartment complex to see how costly it will be to break the lease. I am dreading the answer, honestly. I don't know if I would rather have the cost be too high and have to stay here, or have to ( Read more... )

I am having thoughts and feelings tonight that I haven't had in years....

Just because of that, I feel the need to re-evaluate my life.... where I am, who I am, and where my life is going.

I'm feeling much better today. Not 100% mind you, but I am getting better. My headache is still there, and the cough sucks, but overall, I can tell I am finally getting healthy. YAY! Still hate doctors though. Their medicine still manages to make me sick to my stomach. Bastards ( Read more... )