Everything is fucked up. This is shit! The drama the tears the crap. I can not take it. I remember now why I have not been with anyone in TWO years. I have "side projects." But thats different then this. We live on the same campus go to eat, play, everything together. Everything was so fuckin perfect last week. It was heaven. Now crap. Yesterday ( Read more... )

Well whew whatta fuckin week. John and I are something I am not sure what but there is something going on. Everybody is mad at me because I apparently have an attitude but I don't. Their just pissed because I am happy and their not! I am in no way trying to sound like a bitch but that is the way people work around here. It's fucked up but it is. ( Read more... )

Ohh what a crazy week it has been. I have been chillin with John pretty much non-stop. I am getting nervous about it though. I am freakin out. AHHHHHHHH!! I talked to Jessie too. That was so great. She cannot get on though because she is not 18. How crazy is that? Blah. It's really early in the morning and I would like to go back to bed. But I ( Read more... )

I hate this place. No, I REALLY hate this place. Chris never showed up last night. Which really sucks. I am getting this funky ass cough too. It is not fun. I have no cigarettes. All these motherfuckers are more then happy to smoke all your cigs and refuse to give you one. Fuckers. I took a poll this week. Rather are not I have a hot ass or fat ( Read more... )

Whew....it's been a crazy week full of abosolute sadness and soaring goodness. Monday Jessie left me :( I cried my eyes out all day long. It was the hardest thing ever to say goodbye to her. I mean being stuck on a campus 24 hours a day is retarded, of course unless Jessie is around. She just brightens everything up. Even the weather has been cold ( Read more... )

When I came to Job Corps I figured I would meet some people who I would hang out with and all that nonsense. I never would have guessed I would meet someone who would affect my life in such a huge way. I am a better person for have meeting Jess. I cannot think of anyone who has been such a good friend to me. Nobody who has been such a good person ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I broke a plate in the cafetaria and John was like right there check out the results to this quiz...
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Well lovelies, How is it going? I am wonderful. I actually talked to John tonight!! Yea for me!!! I actually grew some balls! Whew..it was hard but I did it. Sara read my tarots and they said all kinds of shit about needing courage and to stop thinking too much and shit. So I was just like fuck it. He sat down by us and I was all like Me:So your ( Read more... )