Iam pregnant again!! Whoo-hoo! I can't believe it. I am really scared. My doctor's appointment is Friday morning. Iam nervous, to go lay on that bed and have them put that little machine up to my tummy and hear nothing expect my baby's amniotic fluid no heartbeat. That scares me to death. But I am trying to be optimistic. I have been horribly sick ( Read more... )

Thank you Melanie!! Iam so happy! I wanna learn to do layouts and shit. That would be cool! I tried to get Jessie to show me but she never did! Thank you love!

Iam trying to figure out how to change my background can anyone helpppppppppppp!

Today's been crazy. Shit the past few days have been. Where did I leave off....hmmmm well after my last entry i discovered my tire had been slashed bcuz of my brother. Well I go home and him and his baby mama are arguing so I yell and cuss cuz I don't wanna hear that fucking shit. So she's leaving. Get's my nieces ready calls her sister Sara and ( Read more... )

Well my lovelies, it has been awhile. hmmmmm what has gone down. Well John and I left job corp and came back to NC. I was preggo and found out 6 days after I got back. We were scared at first but then we started to get really excited. Well, March 31 it was a Thursday we had sign of trouble. I was bleeding. We sat in the ER for 9 hours and had not ( Read more... )

Alright some I am leaving Job Corps today! YIPPIE! John is moving down there with me. I am so totally excited, and apprehensive and just crazy feeling. Anyways I am bored out of my dome so heres some quizzila for dat ass... Hey it's the last time I will ever be this bored again so let me do my thing...


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I was sitting here reading my old journals and my profile and I realized that I had changed. Not that my beliefs had changed because they make me me but that being in total love like being surrendering to love, the whole concept of it and the thought of it, changed me. Changed my life. It is no longer about me Sarah, it's Sarah and John. I am not ( Read more... )

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Hey wow it's been a long time I know I know.... Anyways, A lotta shit has went down. John ended up coming and seeing me during Christmas, we are very much in love. Awww....He is moving to Fayetteville with me after he graduates. Of course I am back here in HELL. Great. My birthday was last week I turned 22 man! NO good! Blah. We all went to Ashland ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while. I am home here in NC. Bored out of my mind! Ready to get fucked up on drugs because I am going so insane! John and I are officially together. He is in Cinninati and I am in Fayetteville. But he will be here Monday. I don't know how to react to this. It is so crazy. Oh well Happy X-mas everyone! I hope it's good for you all ( Read more... )