things to figure out

[silverwolfmoon]

i don't know where i sit anymore...with myself...with other people...when i stop actively doing things..project hopping..being incredibly busy...when i slow down and breathe my throat closes because there is this ridiculously awesome sense of the unknown and of not knowing and a loss of agency that i can't handle...well..i can...but i don't like it

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[a_cup_of]

are you not going to type anymore? are you not talking anymore? omg...can you stop typing and talking AFTER i die? LOL id miss typing and writing and talking to/with you.

[silverwolfmoon]

LOL...no..it's not a complete stop. I will continue to do those things until I die because otherwise there would be no point to living, really. i will continue to talk and type...i just need to also learn to have conversations about things that I haven't been able to actively vocalize yet...

[mr_eas]

I need to do a lot of thsoe myself. Well, except for relearning aloneness (cause I never really stopped learning that)

On another note, how's that paper coming along? (What? You wanted haranguing)