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I’m back !!
I’m backkk!!
Hello. To my few great followers and friends on here about a month ago my IP ADDRESS or something got banned and I was unable to sign in to view comments & or respond. But imma look at my new notifications tomorrow. Sorry about that. I don’t want anyone thinking I’m ignoring them. ❤️ Thank you. Have a good evening. -
Missing you today Mom
*trigger warning
I’m really missing my Mom today. She passed last year around this time. My Mom was my biggest supporter in life. Letting me know and assuring me whenever i would need it the most that everything would work out. I miss her... Don’t get me wrong though if she saw B.S. she sure wouldn’t hesitate to call me out on it. I’m thank ful for ( Read more... ) -
Venting thoughts.
I never thought I’d be so quick to give up on myself again. I was doing good being sober and going to A.A meetings and I lost it somewhere. I feel like I have nothing but high hopes and good intentions and want the best out of life....but then I have my low moments and I’m all of the sudden headed down towards the rabbit hole again. Hmm.
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Runaway
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Thoughts...
I don't know where my mind is half of the time, it wanders so far away...It gets away from me, and I don't even know where it begins. I hope one day I can focus and take things as they come without getting overwhelmed, or stressed. I am so glad I'm in a much better place than what I used to be, but lately it seems like my anti-depressant is less ( Read more... ) -
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I had a really nice birthday today. I went to dinner and had a few drinks. I wanted more than a few drinks but I'm glad I was able to stop myself. Normally it's pretty hard for me. Anyways I hope everyone else is having a good night out there. :) -
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How today is...
I feel like absolute shit, and I just want to go home and go to bed, or drink a cold one :) lol that always makes me feel better. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm not at my lowest low, but I feel it approaching. I miss how I used to feel so good inside, and now I'm just an emotional mess. I pray to God I feel better soon.
