So random thoughts floating through this head of mine ( Read more... )

my mother is driving me crazy.. thank god i moved away, i cant deal with this crap for one more day. tomorrow couldnt come any sooner, get to go home and not listen to her bitching at me for no reason. ahhh ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh
i fucked up my back!
and it hurts like a bitch!
grrrrrrr, i need lots of muscle relaxers and someone to take care of me.. but noooooo i have to goto work instead.
lame.

sa has been surprisingly enjoyable ( Read more... )

Lately I don't even feel like myself.
The only time I feel like I have any grasp on whats going on is in my dreams, which leads me me sleeping 10-12 hours a day.
Ah I don't know what to do.
I wish something would just slap me and wake me up, but instead I keep skipping out on everything I need/should be doing.

SILVIA, SNAP OUT OF IT!

why must i want what i can't have?

i miss it..

so to say i am annoyed with the male population lately is an understatement ( Read more... )

I don't know, or understand, why anyone would willing choose to be second choice.

but then again.. that is just me.

things are great ( Read more... )

i am sad.

how do i go on without you..?