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It seems only yesterday when I would figuratively tickle my uvula in hopes of barfing the right words for a project I was working on.I was not even sure if I could do it right, if not exceptionally, back then. I was not even the first choice for the job. I was a second choice for it ( Read more... )

I am tired.

At 21, I am already tired. I am tired of wandering, tired of searching for that purpose in life that only God knows what. I am tired of having to feel the need to go somewhere I can feel safe and secure the soonest time possible.

Everyday is a struggle. Everyday feels like being dwarfed by the vastness of the oceans of the world as I ( Read more... )

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For years, failure has been my chief bête noire. And funny enough, failure has always been successful in sending jitters down my spine ( Read more... )

September was a month I deliberately allotted for myself. I spent the whole of it by reading, updating my blog, watching downloaded movies and series, and a bit of over-sleeping on the weekends. I almost isolated myself from everyone, dodging every "do you want to hang out with us?" questions from friends. For some reason, I just had to because I ( Read more... )

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It's renewing bonds with old friends.

When I was a kid, I was a loner and was poor in making friends simply because I can't, being the nerd I was before. So to save myself from solitude, I resorted to a good company of books. And they have not failed me since.

After that book hoarding I did a few weeks ago, I haven't stopped reading, which is ( Read more... )

I'm being a total asshole right now.
Even before I got a job, I made a pact with myself that in the remaining years of my young adult life, I must be productive. That I should do whatever I want because after all, I CAN do them now. Having to do something else aside from work would do me good, at least that will prompt me to get a life aside from ( Read more... )

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