Enveloped in color ( Read more... )

I lay in the tub ( Read more... )

i starting to think im doing it wrong ( Read more... )

a cold cloudy ( Read more... )

the headlights look like a million alien spaceships
heading for me
sensing the end is near
clawing wildly at the top
i hit my elbow on the console
damn
more more more
i wake up and theres a calm
the tree id seen in the past
the fence that held in these emotions
flawless sky
deep belly groans
the dinner bell rings

i dont trust rainbows anymore
nonsense about gold
wondering when
who
how
like an old lesson
it rained so hard that night
pouring down over the tops
cleansing the dirt
remember when there was love
remember when i gazed into those eyes
she looks up and says sorry
she doesnt know what else to do
torn
im starting not to trust the sky either

its like wandering around a place
a place you know so well
being lost
dont people realize it
before its too late
one day they wont be there
to love or to hate
whats the use of feelings
as the soap lays on the counter
it waits
waits to feel important and used
waits to hear the stories of the night
waits and waits and waits

sometimes i wonder if ill miss it ( Read more... )

my mind is disabled
im putting the pieces back together
i dont know
im not sure
but thats what makes it alright
ive gotten used to the weary traveler feel
my life has slowly settled
like a beast
down for hunt
the receipts tell a story
where ive been
and how they will find me
well dressed
starved to death
with empty pockets

shoes on the floor
canvas on the wall
return
canvas on the floor
fingers frozen from the loose of blood
whereto?
the small of my back
the part of the story that breaks your heart
my lonely
lonely
lonely tidal wave of feelings
pushing through the dark and into the light
the new
into a change