i dont feel like fighting the waves
so i try to relax
let the water rush up my legs
touching my abdomen
brushing my breasts
softly lapping at my neck
running through my hair
up over my face
down
down
sinking
sinking
breathing water isnt all that bad
i geuss i could get used to this

i can see the butterflys
i can see them clearly in the sky
i roll around in bed a bit
slightly aroused by the warmth of outside
mmm birthday suit
i trimmed the plants
dying
washed the dishes
lite a fire
and continued on with my day
it was nice
reminded me of chrismas

im running through these woods
shadows
police search dogs and lazer pointers
grab up from this
his figureless dream
wake me up and tell me everything that ive missed
let me know what year it is and whos the president
then in a moment of quiet
i hear the nails on the chalkboard
roll over and go back to sleep
for anoher 100 years

looking up at the sun
blinded by all that you can see
my eyes opened up
my teeth and lungs opened up
i was cold all of a sudden
blink
blink
blink
it was time to go
so i went the bathroom
ran a bath
wrapped my shawl tightly and feel asleep

what did i drink
where is the hair
british tele in the background
a strain on my neck
the room wont stop spinning
the walls are falling in
the floor is falling from under my feet
a lost bunnie
a brother
all the same
taking in a breath
blinking to try and steady the visions
before i start hour number 49

i havent had deja vu in awhile
i think my imamgination
artistic side
the dreamer
i think they are dying
or maybe im just tired
worn
listening to string insturments in the soundtrack of my life
im really tired
im really sick
i have more work
listen to the insturments as they play in my soul
listen and learn

im playing the strings ( Read more... )

jump
release the air
i fall back
my skin so dry it cracks in the afternoon sun
im on my last leg
falling back into the warm arms
those arms of that one
bruised ribs
throbbing cheek bones
lucid eyes
contemporary tastes
im lost at heart
and you dont even see it

i love the person i am in the evening sun
honey colored
and shiney
big smile
ready for the world
no warning needed
i rub my tail all over his leg
dance a bit with the green ball
make slight movements
a sharp pain hits the back of my neck
i fall asleep
i go back to the place
where i was a hero

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