life is good 

I am in such a funk lately. I just can’t seem to shake it. So frustrating.

vacation was soooo amazing!!!! im so happy it went smooth. so many wonderful experiences. Now to start the work grind again.

vacation is just a little over a month away. It feels surreal. 

i wonder if I should try to make an attempt to be friends again. life is good no real complaints birthday just passed was tame just some drinks with friends and some good food cant beat that.

life is going well. I did decided to try to add Carrie back on snapchat. I really wanted to try to take steps towards being friends again if its talken once a month or something. Whatever happens from this point on is out of my hands. This year has been going well. I have been extra drained at work with all the things i have been having to balance ( Read more... )

I think i am sitting at a good place mentally. I kind of want to try to be friends or at least snapchat friends with Carrie again. I wonder if she would be up for that.

It’s scary to think that hearing her voice still makes my heart race. I guess it’s only natural She did mean a lot to me.

lately i keep having this dream, where Carrie text me saying she wants to meet up. weird weird weird

I think what scares me the most is that so much of what i wanted in life, i found it in her. I met someone who comes close but she has a bf...and i do not have it in my heart to pursue something like that again. shrugs. life is going well tho hopefully i can get promoted soon but hey if they want to keep paying me 19 an hour to stand around and run ( Read more... )