I SHOULD be working on commissions... buuut.. I don't want to XD so I'm going to talk about things that matter to me and no one else. WHOO. it is a journal after all XD

sooo Anime Boston... hopefully it'll be beast XD caause for the most part my Andy is going to match me.

1. Izaya (andy'll be Shizuo)
2. Prussia (of course... >_>)
3. Minato from P3 ( ( Read more... )

I... I don;t even know how I SHOULD feel right now. I guess I feel like my life is pouring in an hour glass. I probably feel like I'm going to die and then reincarnate when I move so far away... just to be more lonely and depressed in my next "life ( Read more... )

Fuck you for screwing over my mom. Fuck you for doing this when I'm still dependent on my parents. Fuck you when I finally made friends in New England... Fuck you... I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU FUCKING POOR EXCUSE FOR A GOD DAMN STATE, I FUCKING HATE YOU!

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People who are obsessed with the media.  XD I don't get it. I don't get what's so special about actors, and tv shows, or anything. I'll go to school and people will be flipping shit whether its good or bad over some award show. Idk... I feel like the fans don't see the people that are on TV as either fake or a human. Emma Watson = Human. Miley ( Read more... )

Insecure... Intimidated... Worried... when it comes to cosplay... and hanging out with heir friends... Making friends.. idk... Sometimes I just feel like I'm a waste of space... ooor people will just forget about me... because I'm really not cool at all ^^; and I try to be funny and charming in my own goofy way but... lol I must sound pathetic... ( Read more... )

the worst year of my life... the worst school year anyway... everything started in September... and... lol... things just keep happening, you know?... I should never expect things to be okay at this point. Who the hell am I kidding... drama and heart aching just love me... 

 but other then that I think I'll be okay. XD

review on last year... completely bipolar XD

Good things:
-I met SO MANY EPIC PEOPLE! *foams* I wonder if I could list them... XD baaaaw. well I guess the best people would be Joh, Jes, Mary, Caitlin, Sarah, Kayla, 
- I've pushed myself to do what I've really wanted to do. Like start youtube, be a leader ( Read more... )

okay so like for serious, I have not fallen for a celebratory since 7th grade aaand and and I have never found asians attractive in my tastes (don't get me wrong, they're hot, I just couldn't date one) but OH MY GODBLVGBDBGFKLDGF

Hotest

person

EVER

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I just wanna stab myself in the fucking eye some days... I want to get out of this house... out of this town... just fuck the whole state. i hate everything. no lie... I can't just be happy when I talk to people. there's always a problem. problem with me. problem with grandma. problem with everything... lol and after what I've seen of so many ( Read more... )

no one needs to read this... -shrug ( Read more... )