But this is really the only place I feel comfortable just sayingr it like it is... Getting my inner depression and anger out...

So someone tell me. Can someone literally beat me up TO DEATH. Because for some reason I feel like... It's something I desurve... Thanks. Thank you fucking Georgia.

Seriously a week before this week I was a wreck. fucking pussy over "Do my friends like meee??? D ( Read more... )

Why do I rust people?... why do I try to become friends with people?... why do I think I can exist in their lives?... feel like people care... they think they care... but like... GOD DAMN IT! I HATE BEING IGNORED, I HATE GETTING ABANDONED AND I FUCKING HATE FALLING FOR HE SAME GOD DAMN TRAP OVER AND OVER A FUCKING AGAIN ( Read more... )

What the HELL am I doing for this convention??? XD i have no idea ( Read more... )

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I hate peer pressure. What I hate more are people that try to peer pressure ( Read more... )

 

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I looked in the mirror today... and thought about taking one of those skin cutting knives from my anatomy class and going across my throat... I could have a hook, needle, and fishing string if I decided dying was a bad idea. oh anatomy, you are the ultimate class for teaching how to commit suicide. How funny. Yeah i thought about it... just made me ( Read more... )

(This is just something that matters to me, my journal, my thoughts, you don't need to comment or take things personally... I'm just hurting again over something a lot of people would think is "Stupid"... I wish I wasn't the only person that feels this way though...)

Getting naked is okay...

Walking around with a Victoria Secrets bag is fashionable ( Read more... )

Sorry I've been freaking out so often... it's all more for me then for the world to read... in fact, only the people who are most important to me know about this LJ of mine... I guess that's why I throw tantrums here... I just feel safe...

but I need to just get things out so you guys can just ignore this one too... it's just me pondering... no ( Read more... )