so today was pretty much a shitty day. i guess things happen when you least expect them to, and not even close to being ready.

nick you will be missed by so many people.

so i haven't updated in forever so i thought that since im grounded for the weekend i would update. i went to brett's moms funeral today and it was so sad, i can't even imangine what he's going through right now, i don't know what i would do if my mom died. it's just so sad at the horrible things that happen to such amazing people, and the assholes ( Read more... )

My schudule for this year is 1st hour ceramics?sp? 2nd hour la with ballew, 3 AI support aid, and the rest pm otc. and 2nd semester i have 1st hour govt with rivetto, hopefully i have some classes with friends or that would blow lol. so this summer has flew by so fast i can't believe schools almost here and im gonna be a fuckin senior thats crazy ( Read more... )

Im so excited to go up north its going to be so much fun! i leave in a week from this saturday, every time that i go i have the best fuckin time of the year, i can't wait to be fucked up all day laying out on the beach and bonfires everynight ahh im just excited to get away from here, and work and everything that has been bringing me down latly. we ( Read more... )

so its been a while since i've updated, this summer has been freakin awsome so far, except that my brother went to jail, so today i have to go visit him. but besides that its been fun. i can't think of one day i've been sober so u know thats a good time lol well i have to go see jason so i'll try to update later :) <3 you guys and i miss everyone i ( Read more... )

Summer is finally here! its been so much fun already, i wish it was nice out tho, i hate this bad weather. it better not be like this all summer. so how is everyones summer going? hopefully fun, well im leavin so peace <3

so i haven't updated in a long time, i can't wait until summer starts, im at otc right now not doing anything at all. theres only like 5 people here, so im definatly not coming tomorrow. So im not allowed to stay the night anywhere ever again my dad says, which sucks really bad, and my brother got kicked out this weekend but then my dad let him ( Read more... )

So last night was prom, it was alot of fun. no one went fucked up that was weird but it was pretty good sober fun though. so we left at like 1030 then went back to darons house to drop of the corvet and adam and amy didn't come to get us unlike like 1145 and i had to be home at like one so i just went home which was gay cuz i wanted to hang out ( Read more... )

This empty hole inside my heart

this poison pumping through my open veins

my eyes sewn shut
can't bear to see
all this destruction torn out in front of me
all the lies and deception

crawling through this bed

time moves so slow
as you enter the room
the snake slither's through
empty eyes of lovers lost
their bones crushed in this empty space

turn to dust

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So this weekend didn't do much, i still feel sick and i just wantd to lay around and sleep. tonight were having my mom and brothers birthday dinner, and me and my mom made jason a german chocolate cake, im so freakin excited to eat it lol. well i don't realy know what else to write so cya :)