Today was OK I still had mini candy bars just not as much as I was tommorow it should be easy to fast I will be at work all day and my brother ate all teh dandy so good there is none! I will leave my wallet at home so I wont be tempted.

I feel like cutting again I haven't done it in months but I dunno I see a blade and want to cut myself...

nuts.

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What a start off of a week HORRIBLE WEEK My brother has these mini crunch bars and some 100 grand bars that I have been eating... DAILY go a whole day no food then go grab like 4 crunch bars and 2 or 3 mini 100 grands thats...

say I have 4 crunch thats 180 cals per 3 so If I have four thats... 240 cals!!!

then the 2 freakin 100 grands thats 285

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Today was ok but horrible for my mind. I went to work and just keep staring at the mirror pinching my fat and flabbyness on my thighs and stomach I mean I look so huge I'm fat and there is nothing I can do to change it. I keep eating fatty foods like today I have no problem going all day with no food it's the evening I start eating I had some ( Read more... )

I'm fasting starting tomorrow I've been eating to much and ot many fatty things Like I wont eat all day then at night I will come home and have chocolate I mean like eww I mean yeah it's good but eww because it adds more FAT to your body. Or liek today I had a small naked juice for breakfast then lunch some spinage and liek mexican salsa stuff the ( Read more... )

Road again to work today 5.39 miles. I wanted to ride home but it was dark I had to stay at work to cover someones shift. So yeah I didn't have any food till after I got off I started picking at some breadsticks... =( and at e home I had gotten this bean and cheese burrito from.. taco bell ( yeah yeah I know) and I had started to eat like 1/2 then ( Read more... )

Well I road my bike to work 5.39 miles yesterday. I was down a few pounds today... when i'm OK with telling my weight I will post it so not yet... uhmmm i'm getting ready to ride my bike again 5.39 miles so I hope that goes well.

welll better go before i'm late...

Xox0...Shawni

Yesterday... not god seeing as i'm on my period I have more cravings of course than normal and I freakin ate CHOCOLATE yesterday and the day before SUCKS ASS I feel so FAT I wanted to cry. I hung out with my friends as AS USUAL I couldn't wear a hoodie or my work uniform for Dominos Pizza. So my friend made me change into a pink shirt with a black ( Read more... )

I ATE WAY TO MUCH TODAY! =( so disappointed in myself! I had a few peanut m&m's not to many a few cashews and almond slices with a a few chocolate chips. Uhmm for dinner some spinach with tofu and some chopped tomato's onion and cilantro? with a lil white rice... I mean that was OK but still... no control with a stupid period... BLAH tomorrow I ( Read more... )

Such a pissy day I started my period, I knew it was coming I was starting to have more cravings than usual . And so today I allowed my self to have some fat free red vines and then I ate a few m&ms during the day in total I think I had about a small fun size like 80 cals I would eat like 1 2 or 3 from a pack then give it to someone at work or my ( Read more... )

B- none

L- pickel

later had some boiled cabbage

D- none

Well today was OK I guess I had starburst like I said this morning but whatever right now I mean I just wont do that tomorrow .. um I need to excersize soon to again last time was weds and yeah I need to. I'm kinda sleepy so I must go I have to be up early tomorrow...