Here I am again. I have realized I do this a lot. Start something and then.. well.. you know.. don't really finish it. Lets see. I feel pretty clear headed tonight. I quit smoking *cheers*. I am trying slowly to figure out what I am really doing on this planet. is it too late for me? hopefully not. i noticed in my likes on this site i put "being 20 ( Read more... )

i am thinking a lot lately about the medical field. and the strange thing is, until i got this job, I neveeeeer thought i would say that. but you know i dont want to be a girl bhind the desk i want to hire her, and take care of the patients i only take appointments for. oh yes, and when we move out, my first dogs name will be ruby. yes this is a ( Read more... )

I dont think i can say when this happens or even try to pin point when you feel this way but there is a time in life that you sit back and really think about your life. I can say at this time in my life i have done that. There are more than a hand full of things that i just want to sit down and talk to somebody with. Somebody who is trained to help ( Read more... )

i am back but only because i am here for me. Not many livejournal people can say that. I can say at this very moment i am so content. I am so glad I am here and with kevin. There are so many things that make us such a great pair. I can say at this time there has not been a realtionship in which I have felt totally myself. To me that is greater ( Read more... )

i havent been here for awhile but its not like i dont have anything to say and that even sometimes i think about writing in my real jounal and yet i have so much to say but nothing to let my pen leak the information. or when my hands set to the keyboard i draw a blank because really for the first time i feel like i am stuck in a hurricane of ( Read more... )

I am computer illiterate.

http://s53.photobucket.com/albums/g64/jessicaharrr/?sc=5

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Last time Kevin and I were at my work we got in trouble for too much PDA isnt that retarded like we are in 5th grade like NO JOHNNY DONT TOUCH JANE IN HER TRA-LA-LA NO JANE DONT TOUCH JOHNNY IN HIS DING-DING-DONG

I dont know what song that is from but its this sick 80s song talking about tralala and ding ding dong ok im done

I just got through reading some of my old entrys and really they are so sad. Not literally but sad as in, there are a lot of big gaps in my life where i regret not writing in this thing. In my real journal I even neglected it. I think it was a subconsious thing. Like if you have nothing new or exciting or happy to say you just haveno ambition to ( Read more... )

wednesday the 10th.
remember that day ;0)

also, the 8th of May