Hey guys! Well my week was not too short of pure hell. Finals and all this drama...not a good combo. There were times where i was extremely happy, but then id b brought right back down....but that's ok i guess. It was my fault...i did all i could. I apologized and everything...but sometimes nothing is good enough. I realized that im gonna have to ( Read more... )

On a brighter note: Mickey Divorces Minnie Judge: Mickey you can't divorce Minnie on the account that she's silly. Mickey: I didn't say she was silly, I said she was f**king Goofy!!

y dont i just take a knife to my throat??? im seriously not even kidding...i fucked up. i kno it. i cant do ne thing about it now. i fuck up EVERYTHING. im worthless. im so mad @ myself...ive never wanted to do ne thing to hurt myself ( Read more... )

Well i havent updated in like forever...so i guess ill update now. Hmm...when was the last time i actually wrote about something that happened to me...Some time in December, which was a while ago, considering all that has happened. Well in a nut shell not that much has happened. There was a lot of drama(which i didnt want) that revolved around my ( Read more... )

Do u ever find yourself wanting to start a new life? Like move somewhere else and b a whole different person? Sometimes i wish i could. But not now. I wonder how different my life and other people's lives would b if i didnt exist here. A lot of people wouldnt b who they are today. I've helped a lot of people and a lot of people have helped me. In ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas!!

Well my break had been pretty meh so far...on Friday i had a concert...which was 2 1/2 hours long...eww. But then i called Megan and she and Bieschke came and picked me up. We were just listening to music and laughing about random jokes. But then we got bored so who else would i have to call besides Chris and Mike? lol. We picked them up and it was ( Read more... )

Today was an awesome day...but i dont feel like explaining. The assembly and the choir concert were SOOO fun. But yea...So i was takin the bus home today and this stupid ass freshman girl(the typical stereotype, loud obnoxious, overly friendly to every fuckin detail about everything) started talkin to me like 2 sec. b4 i had to leave the bus...she ( Read more... )

How come i never hear you say, "i just wanna b w/ u"...i guess u never felt that way...U had the chance, you blew it. Out of sight, out of mind.

God...im soo mad right now. No one even did ne thing and Im not PMSing...i have like no fuckin time to do ne thing...and yet i regret not tryin out for the play...GOD!!! im so pissed off...i just got mad @ my mom cuz she called me while i was driving and listening to a good song that woulda cheered me up to ask me what i fuckin wanted for dinner. I ( Read more... )