I've been so focused on the past this year. It's almost to the point where I can't see forward anymore, but I know there's some kind of light at the end. I don't see it, but it's there. I have to trust it is. Because I'm at the breaking point, and it's becoming too much ( Read more... )

I used to not be so sensitive. There was a rug that I could sweep everything under and maintain a sense of peace and clarity. However, that rug has been sent to the cleaners and I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. On the one hand, I'm going through all these new emotions that used to scare me but I'm no longer afraid to feel them. It ( Read more... )

I had the dream again. 2 snakes wrapped around my hand, but this time the yellow one bit down instead of the brown one. But there was a distinct difference ( Read more... )

A hole. A lighter and 15 letters. It started in CDMX, and ended in CH. I read each letter before it was offered to the gods. A night so dark it made the embers float into the sky where they found their rightful place amongst the stars ( Read more... )

If I had to pick a movie that represents how I want to be loved, it would be A Fault in Our Stars ( Read more... )

Why has it been more than 10 years, and yet you're still the person I talk to before I sleep to clear my head?

Whatever happened to this? Before the advent of short status updates, this was the way to get the word out, update people on what you are up to, what you're thinking/feeling, and just to see how people vent. Things have changed a lot since my college days and a few years after when I'd try to write down stuff ( Read more... )

Looking forward to my next vacation with Geralds. This one should be a good one. 3 different countries in a race for $1 Million. Ok, maybe not. But I'd like to think I'll be in The Amazing Race. hahaha.

BTW, is this thing dead now? Oh well. Outlets and outlet, even if its for boredom.

And I'm in love. Hehe.

I have given this subject a lot of thought. I've obsessed over it over the past few years, and at times I think it's something that I can change. And time and time again, I've always gotten my ass handed back to me. I don't know why it's so difficult for me, and especially why it is almost effortless for many people. I'm talking about having a ( Read more... )