the question is: should i go home to cambridge for the weekend? ponderinnnggg

Ok, so the past few weeks Syracuse University had been entangled in a scandal of sorts. It has to do with a student run television channel sponsored by our student fee. One of the shows was suppose to be a sattirical news show. It often touched upon race, gender, sexuality, etc issues, and was, lets say, lacking political correctness. Many of the ( Read more... )

why does the effort i put into this fucking class never match the outcome?

i dont believe what i know isnt true ( Read more... )

i had all intentions to write an actual entry tonight. but once again, schoolwork intercedes and crushes me under the yoke of academia bullshit.

i think im going to have a nervous breakdown pretty soon, at this rate.

im listening to "champagne supernova" and im back in madrid, drinking sangria in a little bar with kacie, andy, and rachel.

im going to move there.

this is the time of the year
where i find my hair in my hands
streaks of fingernail marks and dots of blood
and my head is overly crammed

the books line the walls
and the papers pile up and up
tragically failing and flunking out of life
oh, what the fuck

why do i have so many things that remind me of Spain? it depresses the shit out of me

Constructive critcism welcome, I want to submit poetry to a school literature magazine ( Read more... )

by the way, the most recent post thing is a contender for my poetry submission, so critique away. i plan on revising it at some point.