sometimes i go crazy. i don't know why, aside from the typical lame excuses of fluctuating hormones and chemical imbalances. i get really sad.i see life for what it is. it's like watching a t.v. that's all snowy but the picture comes through in patches every now and then, just for a brief glimpse at what the plot is, and brief realizations that won ( Read more... )

PLEDGE OF RESISTANCE ( Read more... )

why is it that the common man is "murdered," while the 'uncommon' man is "assasinated?" Martin Luther Kings, Jr. was assasinated. He was not. Because JFK was a great president, he was assasinated. Because he was a high school student, he was murdered. i wondered this thing when i was seven. what's the difference? is it a title? a number of years? a ( Read more... )

i want to leave so badly, every fiber of my body seems to gravitate towards the door... her back is turned, distracting noises in place... bet this'll be the one time i actually stay here when i'm supposed to ( Read more... )

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evelyn sits by the elevator doors ( Read more... )

"What and ass you are!" he said. "Are you so unobservant as not to have found out that sanity and happiness are an impossible combination? No sane man can be happy, for to him life is real, and he sees what a fearful thing it is. Only the mad can be happy, and not many of those. The few that imagine themselves kings or gods are happy, the rest are ( Read more... )

she sits there smiling ( Read more... )

if i had a gun right now, i would hold it completely vertical to the ground on which i lay and shoot a bullet straight up. i would then lay patiently in wait for the bullet to reverse it's journey and come barreling back down at an undetermined speed, and upon making contact with my skull it would penetrate and enter my pulsating brain. i hate ( Read more... )

i wonder if when i grow up i'll have dreams about my past, and find my younger self back in your car, or on your bed, or if i'll subconsciously remember that day that we stayed home from school and took a nap in your bed and then went for a picnic by the lake... i wonder if when i grow up i'll be all the things i want to be, and remember the ( Read more... )