HOLY FUCK ITS LIVE JOURNAL ( Read more... )

live journal... live journal.... livejournal.... hm... havent been on this thing in awhile ( Read more... )

MAQUEL ( Read more... )

when i look at you i want to cry.....
bring on the tears
when i turn away i want to die....
avoid nonexistance

I have changed so much since beginning of senior year. If you can believe it I was so much more care free and easy going in those days but now I worry all the time... and think of the worst outcome whenever I can. I dont mean to.. I truly dont... Fuck I dont think I have actually got drunk with my friends since prolly that night hangin at Bobbies ( Read more... )

I HATE the way my stomach turns.....

I HATE the way its harder to breathe.....

I HATE the way my heart shatters.....

I HATE the way my eyes burn.....

I HATE the way this never mends.....

I HATE this open wound......

I HATE this shows my weakness.....

I WISH I HATED YOU!!!!!

So I havent wrote a entry like for awhile... so here goes... my day..June/ ( Read more... )

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