honestly im sick of like everyone in my life right now. no joke. i LOVE my boyfriend get the fuck over it. i dont get why anyone can be happy for me? is that so much to fucking ask for? it seems every single friend i have doesnt like tom or tihnks im with him too much. yooo does anyone ever THINK that maybe i dont know...LIKE being with him??? weve ( Read more... )

"theres a point in your life
when you get tired of chasing everyone
and trying to fix everything.
its not giving up
its realizing you don't need certain people
or the bullshit and drama they bring."

COULDN'T HAVE SAID IT BETTER MYSELF. =]

so this summer has been anything but exciting. i work too much. i shouldve listened to my dad and only worked three days instead of five but i wanted the money. grrrr now im miserable. and its not even that much money because now thye decided mid summer to start taking taxes out so a paycheck that SHOULD have been 600 is now like 507 every two ( Read more... )

+++thomas sean reilly is the BEST thing to ever happen to me. <3 ( Read more... )

so tom isnt going to the marines. so im really happy about that...i hate the fact i dont talk to alot of "best friends" anymore. i went through a really rough situation and they yelled at me when i needed them the most. like literally blamed it all on tom made him seem like a bad person andjust ridiculed me . im not fucking five i dont need to be ( Read more... )

so im insanely pissed right now. and i really need to vent because im at work and upset. recently tom has been talking about enlisting in the marines. this makes me SO angry. first off i dont agree with anything this fucking war stands for. alot of people dont do there fucking research and actually see WHY were in this war. they think ohhhh ( Read more... )

i'm feeling veryyy sentimental today. looking at old pictures and what not of how i was when i was younger...i wish i looked when i was younger bc i think i look better hah. anyways...today was good tom drove me to work andwe got breakfast before..and hes picking me up too. that kid would do anything for me and i would do anything for him its great ( Read more... )

this year in a nutshell ( Read more... )

first semester of college. done and over with. pretty crazyyyy one. got in my first car accident...got a new job...met some different people. made some new friends. crazy. oh and realized that i've loved someone for a long time i just never admitted it. i never knew just how much this kid loved me. when he told me he was in love with me for FIVE ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated this thing in like 2 and a half months....wow....alot of shit has changed unbelievably. i don't even know where to begin but after what happened last night i think its time to really write a novel about everything in life because you never know when it's going to be taken away from you. everyone around me has changed somehow ( Read more... )