Bouquet of clumsy words, a simply melody.

Please get out of my head, she said.
But I won't. I won't leave you tonight.
Dream of me, he tells her.
Please don't forget me.
She wakes and he is gone.
It's all a distant memory.
In the blink of an eye, he fades away.
She sleeps to see him all night and day.
I want to remember, she tells herself.
The sun rises, ( Read more... )

I never thought it would come to this.
This moment of truth when you realize you might actually have feelings for someone.
It's numbing. It's intense.
It's plain stupid when you've already got someone else...

Pamela Beasley. 
Usher.
Natalie Imbruglia.

WORD.

NOT THE MOVIE...

I am waiting for this man to be finished with my television. 3 hours and about 20 minutes until the best show in the whole wide world. This is pretty much a useless blog. I just felt the urge to do this since I am waiting for him to be finished, so I can leave to go to beanzy spice's house. Fantabulous. I can't believe what I did ( Read more... )

I always wondered how it would feel like... But I'll always know that it will never be.

How do you always know when to show up? Is it me subconsciously going to you? Or is it you just having this crazy, perfect timing? I don't know why this is. I could be looking way too in to it. It could all just be coincidence. I don't know. But please, for the ( Read more... )

Ask me how I'm doing, and I may just lie a little bit.

Why do we get so attached to the people who like to detach themselves from us? I'm happy... right? I mean, most days it sure feels like I am, but I think I'm lying even to myself.  I wish I had more things to do. I waste days doing non productive things, just sitting on my ass and thinking ( Read more... )

I probably won't have time to do this tomorrow so.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS [eve]
TO EVERYONE
AND YOUR FAMILIES!!!!

( silly little baby )

Let the cold season freeze our bones and make us happy.

I am done with finals. So far, I've got an A in one class, a possible high B or low A in another, and I'm waiting on my last final grade to be posted to see what I got. It's Friday. I just finished wrapping most of the Christmas presents I got for people. I love this. 3 weeks of freedom from ( Read more... )

This is now. That was then.

Remember when we all used to hang out until our parents would call us bugging and nagging and telling us to go home or we'd be in big trouble? Yeah, I do too. I miss those days. It didn't matter if we were grounded. All that mattered was a way to sneak out and chill. All that mattered was us and our good times. It's crazy ( Read more... )

"... and in the future we will smile because we'll know that we've been through hell and made it out alive."

So who the heck elected me leader and had me arrange and plan everything out? Whoever it was, I just feel like giving them a kick to the gonads. If for some strange reason (that I hadn't realize) I stepped in (unknowingly of course) and ( Read more... )