*sighs*...hopefully, things will calm down... I just don't want to think at the moment... I wish Kristen or Sam were on right now... for that matter anyone to talk to ( Read more... )

sorry about my last entry...I'm sorry I worried you...

Wow... a crappy way to start thinking for the year... I went to a funeral... my 101yr. old Great grandmother passed away...A rumer was passed that my 18yr old(unmarried) sister was pregnant(by family)... my friend fell off a roof and smashed his head...thankfully he's alive...too much crap otherwise to mention... I'm too sick of it ( Read more... )

almost home free...I miss you my friends... such a crappy break....

yet I'm relieved on a few accounts

3highlights for the week

Hanging out with a dear friend

playing Euchure with good people

Talking with dear friends today

....I'll go now
Love always,
Joe

Some things are just not for me to know ( Read more... )

someone...someone please just beat me up or something... right now I desrve it... I don't care that I'm sick right now, I just want someone to do it...at least then the pain of regret within me will make sense... My friends...(friends)I am not worthy of your kindness and your friendship... I am not deserving of pity ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to see those that I love and care about... I miss talking to them and having those special conversations that made life so much easier... they know who they are... and they know what they mean to me... right now I can only hope they're all allright, that they rest easy at this hour... I wish to be with them, to hold them close ( Read more... )

Would you ever ( Read more... )

I have really awsome friends... I have friends that are extremely close... I'd give my life for them....

to all my friends out there leave me a comment, say anything, how we met, why you call me a friend, your favorite thing that I ever told you, what would you decribe me as?

thats a big statement....nontheless, since my life is a cycle it'll all come crashing down soon... just waiting for that moment, waiting for the scar, the pain, and the time to heal despite the fact I'm still wounded...take care...
I love you my friends...
and a deeper love goes to someone