I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night. ~Bill Watterson ( Read more... )

Jay's gone, from Virginia and my life. It's funny how much of myslef I have let die because of him. I learned to keep my mouth shut and let him stomp all over me (figuratively). I just want to be single and focus on my school work, it's slowly slipping away from me, I will not allow myself to fail in school. It is the only thing that I think I am ( Read more... )

Sick. Have been for the past couple days. I hate school, especially English. I miss Jay, I get to visit him on October 24!!! I'm super stoked. My phones not working and it is pissing me off not to mention my mom's in New York and not answering her phone!!!! I'm going to go die now.

I miss Jay more than I thought I would, and I knew I would miss him a lot. I'm in no way ready for this school year to start. Back to my boring life.

Pray for New Orleans

Jay left Monday morning at 5:44 am. Hardest thing that I have ever been forced to do, especially since the two days before he left couldn't have gone any more perfectly. I have a secret that I am ready to tell... I Love Jimmy Roberson, and I have for a very long time.

Hectic. Jay calls me to come get him and of course I drop everything I am doing to go. Then I can't find him, I freak out, cry, head home. He calls and flips out because he gave me shitty direction. So of course eventhough I am a mile from my house, I turn around and speed back to get him. I find him and we go get a tire, then he proceeds to change ( Read more... )

I don't care that you are friends with her, that you hang out with her, or even that you talk to her on a daily basis. But it does bother me when you share things with her that you did when you two dated. It bothers me more than anything else ever has to know that she and you have a history and a connection that I will never own up to. I am ( Read more... )

Practice tonight was pretty fun. My stunt group was the best...of course. Me and J.P work really good together, I am glad things aren't awkward between us, and I can honestly say he is one of my closest friends. I am happy at this very moment with my relationship. He thinks we mesh well and I know that we do, and it's nice to finally be on the same ( Read more... )

and you say that i have a bad choice of words. The thing that gets me is you wrote that right after my mom bought you that phone, right after you said one of the nicest things to me that you have ever said. This is what I meant when i said that you confuse me. You tell me you love me and that we are going to be together forever, but yet your phone ( Read more... )

New livejournal. I was hanging on to the past with the last one, and Arielle's mom found it haha. Jay is scaring me; he is saying if he doesn't go to school he is going to kill himself... why he would tell me something like that is beyond me. I just hope we can work all this financial stuff out so I'm not stressing out every time he doesn't answer ( Read more... )