This is the part I hate
The falling out

and it ends. Just as fast as it began that night in February in a hotel room at 12:34 in the morning.
I will cry myself to sleep every night for the rest of my life until I run out of tears. I hope it doesn't take long. My only wish is he realizes his mistake, but then again. To Jimmy Roberson....Jimmy Roberson is flawless.

I love my best friends
I love my boyfriend

I hate bitches...and everyone that goes to hickory.

Obama is president!!!!! I wish i could have voted.

Heather... STAY OUT OF MY BUSINESS BEFORE I KICK YOU OUT!!!!!

I love him
I miss him

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I have decided to give all that I have to Jay. I realized that if I were to lose him then I will lose a huge part of who I am. From now on I am fully and completely his.

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fuck you nick
i was not a rebound youre an immature idiot. i hate you, dont ever open your mouth to me again. i was here for you when everyone else turned their backs on you, i was the person you came to when everything fell apart. you never loved me? tell yourself whatever lies you need to...stay away from me.

I am happy even though my life is about to change in a significant way. I'm standing looking over the edge waiting for the ground to crumble underneath me...waiting...waiting. My family is running out of money, at possibly the worst time. I need to start applying to college, my dad tells me he is leaving my mom and that college is not an option ( Read more... )

And there ain't nothin gonna stop me
So just envy it, hey, I'll accept a friendly quit...

If I wasn't me I'd probably jock me too...

I am single, for the time being.

For the first time since all this started I feel like it isn't going to work. Not because I don't want it to, but because I'm tired. I am physically and mentally exhausted from putting in everything I have to keep this going. He gives nothing but harsh words and criticism. I am finally with the person I have waited 3 long years to be with and I am ( Read more... )

If I didn't get to go to Dallas for dance I would quit. I work my ass off every damn practice for that team and where do I end up,the fucking back while Arielle gets to be in the front when she doesn't even show up. I can't make myself happy without coming off as a bitch... I don't know what to do, all I know is I can't continue to feel like this.