snow day...without snow.
hung out with N.Sain, he is a good friend.
I got a puppy...Roscoe. Now I have something to live for.

National champions for Coed three ( Read more... )

on the way to charlotte. Jay would be with me. But I can't think about that out of fear that the hole the threatens to rip me apart will finally succeed.

I would give anything to have him back with me where he belongs. If I would've known this would happen, I would've held my hugs a little bit tighter and kissed him so much longer. I miss him more and more everyday.

Jay is gone...forever. I can't believe it. I can't live with myself. It's my fault he is gone. If I wouldn't have accused him then he would be with me safe in my house and we would still be together. I would still see his smile and hear his laugh, he would still be brutally honest but I wouldn't care. I can't believe I was stupid enough to ever let ( Read more... )

Only a couple entries ago I was counting down the days until he came home. Now I wish he would leave. I can't believe that anyone could treat someone so badly, and not even think they are doing anything wrong. I started thinking last night while I was home alone, that one day he will get what he deserves because it's karma right? But then I ( Read more... )

broken up...bull shit

HPU application
Hope that we have the money

you are an idiot

Jaded...haha. ok my life right now is either about to end or be saved. I have 16 days to make this work, I have to. Jay is who I wanna be with, he is who I have always wanted to be with.

I know that my intuition is on point, when i feel like something is off or not right, I am usually right. With that said...my accusations and assumptions are usually right as well. Enough of that ( Read more... )

He is cheating on me...and i knew it. I felt it in my gut, but I ignored it because i Iove him...loved him. I'm just waiting for him to admit it, once he does I am ending it and staying single, focusing on school and getting my tumbling so I can get far away from this life and these trashy people.