Wow, I don't know how long it's been since I've written anything, even a journal entry. I thought about making this entry many times, mostly rants I wanted to get off my chest without annoying the few people in the world who actually can stand my presence, but I think I've pretty much just kept it all in or run it off or just forced my attention ( Read more... )

Well, summer 2008 is almost over and I can't say it was much of a success. The one thing I would count as a success was getting my job at Barnes and Noble and managing to keep it all summer as well as earning a place I can come back to during the breaks. As far as things with relationships, I would have to say I've majorly failed. I feel very ( Read more... )

I haven't written here for a long time, but that is probably because I feel like everything I have to say is the same old shit I always say on here. Lately I just feel like I'm waiting for my life to start. It's like watching the menu screen on a dvd over and over again as it flashes clips from the movie you're about to watch. I feel restless and ( Read more... )

I hate it when I get myself really excited over things that never end up happening. My whole life I have had this desire to travel and the farthest I've ever made it is Mexico a few times for less than a day each time. Today I went to a presentation run by a guy from New Zealand and a guy from South Africa *swoons* damn they were both amazingly ( Read more... )

It's saturday night and I couldn't be bothered to go anywhere...today wasn't bad, but I just feel like I should be out doing something but I'm really not in the mood. Nana came and visited me today which was great since my best friend here went home this weekend and I don't really hang out with anyone else during the day. We had lunch together and ( Read more... )

So today is the day that marks my first week here at Texas State. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing that it seems like I've been here longer than that. Either way here I am, getting aquainted with the campus and trying damn hard to make friends which seems to be harder than I would have thought. I guess a week really isn't long ( Read more... )

Life trudges along and I trudge with it. Today was nice because I was supposed to work an 11-10 shift, but thanks to stormy weather I got to go home a little after 6 o'clock which I was more than ready and willing to do. Now I'm chilling in my room on my new laptop. I passed the big hurdle of the summer which was seeing James with his new whore ( Read more... )

That's right...I graduate from high school tomorrow evening and I couldn't be more ready to do so. I haven't written on here in forever, but that's really because once more it hasn't been all sunshine and roses by any means and I've been writing other places. I started another story, but I might change the idea and completely restart it so it goes ( Read more... )

You the expression "stuck in a rut"...well I'm starting to think I've made my home in a rut. Maybe my emotions are just all over the map because it's the loveliest time of the month, but I really don't like it. Today I was reading a cool book I got on Rent and Jonathan Larson which lead me to wonder if I've ever done anything worth doing in my life ( Read more... )

God! I think Valentine's Day is the stupidest supposed holiday in the world. It is only around to make single people feel bad about being single. It is also the time of the year when guys think they are expected to ask out any girl with a pulse. Ugh! So there's a point to this frustrated rambling...on Monday night George asked me out. I said yes at ( Read more... )