I obviously haven't been on LiveJournal in a very long time. I had to change my password and everything to be able to log in and read my old post. The first one I read was titled "In Love" and it was all about Eric and how much I loved him. I really did love that kid...ALOT, But it was young love and I didn't know any better. Now a days I would ( Read more... )

was the most scary night of my life! First of all Eric and I drove all the way in BFE on highway 11 past the lake. and then we went down this long ass dirt road and finally got to some Texas Chainsaw looking place. There were at least 200 people at this party it was crazy! So we didn't get there until 11 30. and a little after we did Jimmy was ( Read more... )

Yesterday was quite intresting. I woke up all early so I would be to work on time and I had to get gas ASAP. Well ASAP wasn't fast enough/ I ran out of gas. Luckily I stalled right in front of a tire shop place so I knew they would at least have a gas can. I gave them $5 and they got me gas. So I was on my way to work again. I wasn't late thank the ( Read more... )

So another day of work! It is so boring working be myself. I hate the silence! So my boss Danny is being a super freak about this new store in Winter Garden. He is saying Kayla and I can't take anymore vacations this year. WTF? We are under age and he can't have us working these slave hours. Even though I need the money. So Tuesday night I was ( Read more... )

I am in New Port Richey and I have been watching a bunch of movies. The movies I pick usually are love stories or some kind. Everytime I see someone kiss, I think of Eric. Everytime I hear someone say I love you, I think of Eric. Everytime I think of Eric I fall deeper and deeper in love with him. I have never felt this way about anything or anyone ( Read more... )

I'm working today from 10 o'clock am to 5 o'clock pm all by myself. I am sooo bored. and I can't stand these freaks that come up in here like I need a phone. Okay well let me run your credit check, $400 deposit. Losers get out of debt then you can bitch about it. Shut up! and the old ppl who come here and can't even understand what a phone is. and ( Read more... )

So everything is going good with Eric and I now. We have worked things out and I am trying o forget anything. But it's going to take some time. I can forgive but I still can't seem to forget. Arianna still has it coming. and Monica still doesn't get the hint that I don't want them to talk to each other. She sent him a message on myspace yesterday ( Read more... )

Even though we were all staring at each other at first it turned out to be an okay night. We went swimming and Stef and I had a lot of fun. Peter is a dork by the way. haha My mom said to watch out for thoes Peters (her ex) and I started laughing. But i'm kinda confused right now. too confused that I couldn't even try to explain because it would ( Read more... )

So being in love is the most wonderful feeling in the world. But when you loose that love it rips your heart out and you feel like you want to die. Well thats what is happening to me right now. I just lost the love of my life and want to be hit by a bus. I cried for so long yesterdya nd then today at work I started again. I haven't eaten anything ( Read more... )