You didn't deserve what you got Linds. You are such a beautiful person and you are well loved by not only Ben, but by all of your friends- including me. Ben is so lucky to have you so he had better treat you right. Then again, knowing Benjamin- I know he will.
And Linds, mate, thought you looked a little rough yesterday when you and Ben piled on the couch with Hey Dog, looking like three worn puppies. Karl's better at the talking sort of thing but I'm here if you ever need to vent.
Hey Elisa, I'm Crimsonspin aka C. I'm glad to see another female here, especially one who knows these guys so well! You'll have to share secrets...
I met Dan shortly before he had to go to Denmark after Darren, spent the day with him, but haven't met Darren yet. Or the others. Just Wally, who is a doll. Do you live far from the guys?
And your husband sounds wonderful! I'm lucky in that department, too--married almost 17 years now (wow).
I'm glad your session was so successful. I told you it would be hard, but it sounds like you had all the support you needed. Keep plugging away. It does get easier.
And that Ben is such an angel! I'm going to give him the biggest hug when I meet him at Christmas! Good for him for sticking by you and taking you to see Elf and *ahem* other things. Sounds like he's really in tune to what you need. Isn't that better than being able to answer questions on a boyfriend list? And no, I'm not telling you that you don't need to ask the questions (Karl, do you hear me?? That one was for you!).
Take care of yourself and don't beat yourself up over the past. Didn't the Bastard do enough of that for you? Take it one day at a time. It all gets better with time.
Hey Brooke, okay okay Ben said the same, no more beating up self. I made myself a note. Literally. The therapist told me to make myself positive notes so I'll do that right now.
Linds, I'm so sorry for what has happened to you in the past. Luckily you have Ben now and he'll make sure the present and the future are going to be bright and wonderful for you, I'm sure :)
Hey, I guess that qualifies as the "something kinky" in the boyfriend list?
Oh you little scamp. Of course we're going to post, even if it's late and...yeah. Anyway, thought I might pick up where you left off for now and just a little bit. Don't know how long I can keep awake here
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Of course we all smell like sex! How can we not when we're running around with the most beautiful people alive?
I think you're beautiful, too.
But that was so funny--maked me wonder "and how do YOU know what sex smells like?" LOL!!
I laughed and I cried so much yesterday I'm sorry I fell asleep on you, Ben. I was so drained by the time we fell into bed. But I just got back from running with Karl, have taken my shower, and you are laying there, asleep, looking so beautiful to me, so warm, so snuggly, and I'm standing here, naked, watching you, smiling because your new guitar is right by the bed. I want you but I can't bear to wake you up so I think I'll just slide in behind you, spoon you, hold you.
*yeep* You just opened your eyes and looked at me, and smiled.
AHH! MADE me wonder! (My literature prof mum would have my head for that!)
And, you fill me with wonder, Ben. You amaze me, how gentle you are with me. I can't wait until The evil Taskmaster let's me loose from here and I can come home to you.
I can't wait to meet you guys--about this time tomorrow I'll be getting ready to leave for the airport. I'm going to have to insist you play for me though, okay?
Hugs, LindscrimsonspinNovember 25 2003, 11:14:30 UTC
Sounds like you had quite the day, LIndsay! I had to smile at Ben's "radar" for you. The spouse and I have that, too--esp. since his heart surgery. When the one you love is hurting, think some amazing connections result--and it has for you two.
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Luv, Elisa
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Linds :)
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WE NEED MORE LOVELY WOMEN!! LOL!
Right you are, boy-o.
And Linds, mate, thought you looked a little rough yesterday when you and Ben piled on the couch with Hey Dog, looking like three worn puppies. Karl's better at the talking sort of thing but I'm here if you ever need to vent.
Lee
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I met Dan shortly before he had to go to Denmark after Darren, spent the day with him, but haven't met Darren yet. Or the others. Just Wally, who is a doll. Do you live far from the guys?
And your husband sounds wonderful! I'm lucky in that department, too--married almost 17 years now (wow).
C
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I'm glad your session was so successful. I told you it would be hard, but it sounds like you had all the support you needed. Keep plugging away. It does get easier.
And that Ben is such an angel! I'm going to give him the biggest hug when I meet him at Christmas! Good for him for sticking by you and taking you to see Elf and *ahem* other things. Sounds like he's really in tune to what you need. Isn't that better than being able to answer questions on a boyfriend list? And no, I'm not telling you that you don't need to ask the questions (Karl, do you hear me?? That one was for you!).
Take care of yourself and don't beat yourself up over the past. Didn't the Bastard do enough of that for you? Take it one day at a time. It all gets better with time.
Brooke~
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I feel good today.
Linds
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Hey, I guess that qualifies as the "something kinky" in the boyfriend list?
It does, heh heh. It sure does ;)
xxDarren
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It does, heh heh. It sure does ;)
Cool! I can mark that off my list then...
Linds
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~~Dan
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xxDarren
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Of course we all smell like sex! How can we not when we're running around with the most beautiful people alive?
I think you're beautiful, too.
But that was so funny--maked me wonder "and how do YOU know what sex smells like?" LOL!!
I laughed and I cried so much yesterday I'm sorry I fell asleep on you, Ben. I was so drained by the time we fell into bed. But I just got back from running with Karl, have taken my shower, and you are laying there, asleep, looking so beautiful to me, so warm, so snuggly, and I'm standing here, naked, watching you, smiling because your new guitar is right by the bed. I want you but I can't bear to wake you up so I think I'll just slide in behind you, spoon you, hold you.
*yeep* You just opened your eyes and looked at me, and smiled.
Yours (always),
Linds
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AHH! MADE me wonder! (My literature prof mum would have my head for that!)
And, you fill me with wonder, Ben. You amaze me, how gentle you are with me. I can't wait until The evil Taskmaster let's me loose from here and I can come home to you.
Tonight is ours. What should we do?
Yours,
Linds
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I can't wait to meet you guys--about this time tomorrow I'll be getting ready to leave for the airport. I'm going to have to insist you play for me though, okay?
C-spin
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That is a beautiful thing.
C-spin
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Wow. Thanks, C. Thank you very much.
Linds
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