[I'm giving Lindsay up, if anyone wants him email me at framedboy@yahoo.com. I'm leaving for the summer and will be in school fulltime in the fall and just don't have time for him anymore. I don't know if Ben will ever be back but he can do things with Karl. Sorry I have to go, it was alot of fun everybody.]

Ben called me last night, is coming for the weekend. I don't know what this is going to mean to us, if anything. I pretty much am just going to see what he says. I am pretty numb about all this.

Lindsay

Okay wow, Karl got attacked! First me sideswiped almost and then Karl gets jumped. He's not said it but he is a real mess. He got a busted lip and a black eye and his ribs are really sore. Think he got kicked but he doesn't remember. He's moving like a little old man but me and Dan and Ben are taking him to the movies. He's going stir crazy and ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't even write this, because I know Karl will yell at me when he reads this. I haven't even told Ben ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday my dearest, beautiful, wonderful, stupendous and amazing Benjamin,
And Lindsay loves you, too!Okay the rest of this will go under the ol' cutting knife now--don’t want to offend the Benji and take the risk of making him feel DIRTY by reading about me and Ben having SEX (again, yup again ( Read more... )

These drugs Ben's on are a bit...disconcerting. He keeps misplacing things. His shirt, his keys, his shorts...okay Hey Dog ran off with those. Again. But he swore he had his keys when he got home. *shrugs* Have dropped a line to m_allan_sr71 to check in his car just in case ( Read more... )

So what do you do when your lover is hurting, and can't or won't talk to you about it ( Read more... )

Mitch, Aaron and I got home from the restaurant late--dragged them by Lee's Landing to do a few things, ended up treating them to dinner there because all hell broke loose ( Read more... )

I--I don't know what to expect. What to do. I'm at home, waiting, Brooke the only reason I'm still sane about all this. She's in the kitchen, making me something to drink. So I'll calm down. But how can I calm down when I don't know what is going on, that Ben is hurt and he may not let me be around him ( Read more... )

Okay I'm back to being pissed again. It's been days since Mitch Allen posted in my journal. I just went to his and told him to friend me and that I wanted answers ( Read more... )