I--I don't know what to expect. What to do. I'm at home, waiting, Brooke the only reason I'm still sane about all this. She's in the kitchen, making me something to drink. So I'll calm down. But how can I calm down when I don't know what is going on, that Ben is hurt and he may not let me be around him
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Karl
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He better have a damn good reason for what he did.
~~Dan
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Lee
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I love you guys. I know. He...he's been sleeping most of the day. I have too, I'm so drained, so tired. Brooke made us eat something and Ben did then took a shower and went back to bed.
He's not...he's letting me lay against him, but that's it. No...well you guys pretty much know that usually when we have fights or stuff we end up having sex and then getting around to discussing stuff, just lke a release or something but he's not been...not been interested. I get all hot and cold over that, it's not what is normal for us and I don't know what to do.
I don't know if I should push him or not--I get scared to. I know I know, you guys have all told me not to just take it but...I'll wait a little while longer, I'm just not ready to push him yet.
I'm...well, he's got bruises I can't explain, and he hasn't yet.
Linds
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And you need to go down and talk to Mitch, kid. We're leaving shortly -- not going to make you deal with this alone. Expect us tomorrow night California time.
Karl
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