Waiting is Hell

[simply_linds]

I couldn't sleep at all. Lay in our bed, mine and Ben's and tossed and turned. Aaron called, I'd never talked to him before but he promised to call me back when he had something more he could tell me. I held myself together pretty well while talking to him. Then I lost it, when I hung up and the dogs I know they thought I'd gone wacky

Comments

[crimsonspin]

Hey Lindsay, just wanted to drop you a note and let you know I'm thinking about you. I'm glad Brooke is coming back to stay with you for a little while, until you figure out what Ben is up to. Have you heard back from Aaron yet? I don't know what to say about the guilt thing--and its reasons. But beating yourself up about it now isn't doing any good, for you or Ben.

Hang in there, kiddo. Let us know what is happening.

C

[the_nut_house]

I tricked the other night, something I hadn't planned on ever doing againLinds, I tried to call you at the restaurant about this, but you aren't in. I assume maybe you are getting ready for Brooke to come back. Go ahead and the both of you stay in the main house--you can use our bedroom, she can have the guest. Call me when you do get in. Doesn't matter the time--my inner clock is so unbalanced it is ridiculous. You should be able to reach me even when we're out on the water

[brookes_domain]

Hi Karl. I posted on the_nut_house too, so you should get this no matter where you look. I'm here and Linds and I are trying to get the private detective that Lee recommended. She's hard to get in touch with, though. Ask Darren and Daniel if they know of anyone else. Linds is a little worried about the cost of the detective, but I told him not to worry about it and that we'd all help cover if he needed us to.

Don't be upset with Linds, Karl. This poor boy has been yanked around like crazy the past couple of months. He's done a lot of learning and a lot of growing, but his experiences with The Bastard and all of his time before Ben are going to come into play whenever he feels threatened or insecure. I'm not blaming Ben, because I don't know what's going on here. I'm just saying to give Linds some space to make whatever decisions he needs to make.

Brooke said she will take care of you and I hold her to it.

And I fully intend to. We'll try to get you on cell phone later.

Hugs to you all,

Brooke

[kissdivine]

Thank you for being there for him, Brooke. If you need anything, Lee's mother will know how to reach us.

~~Dan

[simply_linds]

Nothing new, I haven't heard anything from Mitch (Dan, do you know him?????) and definitely nothing from Ben.

Brooke's just glaring at me to eat so I guess I'd better get off. She's making me go see that Jack Nicholson movie that is supposed to be funny. I warned her I might cry instead.