Another sleepless night

[simply_linds]

Two o'clock. I'm sitting here on Lee and Karl's bed feeling really weird about being on their bed. I can't sleep in here, I don't think. Brooke's gone on to bed awhile ago, after I promised to try and get some sleep

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It's going to be an interesting day...

[brookes_domain]

I don't even know who I'm writing this for. I know you'll read it, Linds, and maybe I'm just purging my brain. We've talked through so much over the past day that my mind actually hurts from trying to work through this problem.

At least you're asleep. Finally. I could hear you bumping around the place last night after I went to bed, with the dogs at your heels. I heard you when you slipped out to go running at 1:30. I must have fallen asleep because I didn't know anything else until I heard the shower running at 2:30. I tried to stay awake, to see if you wanted to talk more, but the last week of late nights and constant traveling just wore me out. Sorry, Linds.

At least you look peaceful. I'm sitting not 10 feet away from you at the desk in my room. *G* Sorry, Karl, but I love this room. The red and gold is both vibrant and soothing. Everything is so plush and luxurious. It's truly a hideaway from the world. I guess you think so too, Linds

[simply_linds]

Look at what time it is, I can't believe I slept so long. Guess with you watching over me I was finally able to relax enough. Sorry about startling you Brooke, you waking up and finding this strange guy in your bed. And a gay guy to boot--LOL. Sorry, but I needed you. I guess I should get Karl for telling you about that with the pj's and all. Uh, I I know this is asking a lot but while you're here can I keep on staying in here? If it's a real bother I won't. Okay

[brookes_domain]

Of course you can sleep in my bed with me. The dogs are welcome too. It's not like I've got anyone else clambering to be there right now. LOL. And it is a California king, so there's room for us and the rest of the band as well. *G*

You looked so sad at lunch. I wish I could do something to fix this - to solve this disconnect between you and Ben. Aaron's convinced that there's nothing going on between Ben and Mitch. Maybe he's right. But Aaron didn't know if there was a history there between them or not. I guess we're going to have to look into it. There are so many questions to be answered. How does Ben know Mitch? Who contacted Mitch about where Ben was? Why did they contact Mitch and not you? And what kind of trouble could Ben be in? I've written a lot of these questions down and will give them to the detective when we go.

Speaking of...I guess I'd better change and get ready as well. I need to remember to charge my cell phone on the way over because we need to call our sailor boys on the way home. *G*

[klgrem]

Linds, in spite of the way Ben is behaving now, you did have some wonderful times with him.
If you need to move on, then try to remember the good.
I'm sorry this has gone so badly for you.

*Hugs and Love*

Linda

[simply_linds]

Linda thanks. The thing is, I really want Ben back. That's all that really matters. At least right now. Later I may get angry again and not give a damn but right now I do.

We just got back from the detective's and she wasn't too hopeful. She traced Ben as far as a hotel in Pensacola. He took out a bunch of cash from his checking account, and that was it.

Linds

[crimsonspin]

Nothing new from what is going on, Linds? I am getting frustrated for you--let us know how you are doing, okay? Maybe you should go hunt down Mitch and demand he tell you what is going on. He has an lj of course...

Glad Brooke is there for you, kiddo. Hugs to you on this.

C

[simply_linds]

Thanks C, and yeah I thought about it. I'm kinda in an angry mood and am hating sitting around waiting. I'm giong to hunt down this Mitch guy and demand answers from him. I don't know what else to do.

Got to go.

Linds