today was decent. cuddled with shawn all afternoon, until 6ish. i had work 630-1030. suckie. and i didnt feel good at all. i still dont ( Read more... )

oohh dear. today was just fine. woke up ok. rushed to get ready for work. work was fine. 3-7. not bad hours. then came home. was a little grumpy cause my sister and her friend was here. uh. those two are little whores ( Read more... )

i'm feeling pretty good. not too much tonight. my battery is almost dead.. ahh, oh well. hopefully i'll be back on cable soon ( Read more... )

lazy day. slept in til 1ish. then shower and work at 4. suckie. i hate that damn place. fuck it. then came home around 1140. even suckier. cause i cant drive my damn car. it's suckie. shawn's going to call his dad for me about a car. and shawn's going to talk to his dad about a neon or something. and then we are going to work on the white truck. ( Read more... )

ahhh.. i'm engaged! and i love it.
this christmas was great at some points and bad at others.
i had the best time at shawn's grandparents. <3 !!
His grandmother cried and his whole family congraduated us!
we seen Kev, he was like, 'whoa. you serious.. niccce.' it was great.
Everyone hugged me, stanley <3 ..lol. Debbie, Janie!! and even Dennis ( Read more... )

guess what i got for christmas early !!!

shawn proposed to me ! i am still smiling. i love it. the ring is amazing. i love it. it was his grandmothers engagement ring. and shawn got it fixed up and all that. its beautiful. ahhh.. married? it seems .. strange. but i love him. and he loves me. you know ( Read more... )

p.s

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christmas eve is tomorrow. uh. its 11 and i am dead tired. i didnt go to work today, and i'm not going tomorrow. i dont care. christmas is once a year. and i needed to be extra nice this year. considering i have no 'family' to spend it with.. well its like when i wake up on christmas.. i wont go to the living room to open gifts with my sister and ( Read more... )

i think its time for an update. majorly ( Read more... )

p.s

tonight was great. amazing. i love you dear. <3

you're all mine. and i'll kill anyone who interfers.

i love you.

sweet dreams.