wow.. i havent had this much fun in fucking forever.. fucking crist ( Read more... )

things are changing ( Read more... )

i lost the screen name mandiebear0786. so you want to talk to me, it xhunnibunnieex .. sry. and i dont have anyone on my buddy list yet cause i lost mine. where i had everyone's ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. and how about i didnt go to work tonight either. i was sick, with a fever. and asleep most of the day. =/ .. i still feel horrible. my neck hurts, and my back, my knee is the worst. and i had to work 9 hours today. shitty. i didnt go. i'm glad i didnt. i am tired. right now i'd liked to sleep ( Read more... )

tonight made me want to quit walmart. god, that place is hell. like it wouldnt be so bad not having to close. and work 6pm until close. which is sometimes after 1130 closer to mindnight. and i hate that. and like the cashier managers are rude, they need to act right. and like they act like they are better than the cashiers. and well its shitty, ( Read more... )

i felt in the thinking mood, then i took a shower. and well my mind draws a blank. i think i finally figured out what i am going to do to make some money ( Read more... )

here i am. confused beyond belief. i'm so lost. and the only thing i have is shawn. he's my only, my sweetums. <3 i love you pumpkin. you're my wish and dream come true ( Read more... )

i dont understand. i dont get you. i dont know how you still do this to me. its a constant mystery to me. i hate it. i dont get it. explain it, to me.. tell me why you like to see me upset, tell me why you like to make me cry ( Read more... )

well.. here i am again.. in the early morning hours, cranky and bitchy. i never get any sleep. i swear on monday i am going to sleep as long as i fucking can ( Read more... )

today was fine. finally past out this morning around 6ish. woke up around.. 12 something but laid in bed next to shawn until a little after one. uuhh, i was nice. but came to an end way to fast ( Read more... )