today was good. i had a really good day. me and shawn passed out around 6 in the morning.. we were dead tired ( Read more... )

i have no idea why, but i am feeling more and more like myself.. let's hope it stay that way ( Read more... )

well.. here i am ( Read more... )

i'm currently on my way out.

dennis is going to fix my car. and i just noticed that the tire is flat. god, this is shitty.

i have work at 6, i think. i'm not sure yet. but probably.
this week sucks.

well i'm out. this is shitty.
and the weather sucks.

its early. i'm not tried. much. i just feel so sick ( Read more... )

i hate feeling this way. i feel like death. my chest is caving in and i cant breath. i have nothing. and no one. i am annoying. and i hate myself ( Read more... )

still at aunt debbie's. i went to my appointment. it went good. i dropped off clothes at bubba's for shawn he didnt answer the door and i didnt want to ask for him. i just handed brandy the clothes. he knows where i am, doubt he needs me though ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. today wasnt good at all. shawn's at bubba's. i dont care. tomorrow is going to be busy. shawn didnt finish fixing my muffler. oh well. i have a doctors appt tomorrow at 3, then i have work 6 to 11. nice. then i am going to go back to shawn's. he isnt going to be there ofcourse. but i'll be fine ( Read more... )

It's been a bit ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was great ( Read more... )