Happy Thanksgiving.

i'm at my mom's. me and shawn are staying over my Gram's. then around 11 we are going up to aunt debbie's.. to see little nick and everyone. i was talking to nicole today too. its nice to talk to people that i havent in a while.. i miss everyone.

but tomorrow shawn and i are eating dinner at Aunt Debbie's with Everyone, ( Read more... )

wake me up love.. everyday.

where am i. who am i.

i was on the phone with my damn father forever. and well.. i yelled at him and told him he's not my father. and i dont care. i cant stand him.. and tomorrow is thanksgiving. you wont find me with my parents. thankful. god damnitt. i hate how things have gotten.

Jillian : you're so sexy and i ( Read more... )

allright night.. well until i got home. cause well .. i went to work, 430 to 1030. not bad.

then after work i went to sunshine market. got stuff to make cookies. yum. <3

came home and i went downstairs and the dog got into the garbage. horrible mess. so i put in a pizza in the oven. and came upstairs. to find my phone ringing, my father. i went ( Read more... )

i went for a walk last night.. i went the park near shawn's and sat on the swings.. was there for a while. it was cold out. then i walked to Turkey Hill, usually i am totally scared but i wasnt this time.. on my way there, there was a helicoptor spotlight right over me, the whole time i walked to tHill. when i got to tHill the cashier guy and he ( Read more... )

why dont i.. huh. i should. but i cant so i'll sit here and think of a place i can go to actually feel safe and comfortable. i have nothing and i have no place to stay. i should leave. i should. i know you want me to. you cant stand to have me around anymore. i'm sorry for that. i should just get my things and walk away. but then i will be left ( Read more... )

tired and sick.. today was me and shawn's anniversary. <3 22 months. lovely. simply.

it's late and that okay cause i dont have work until 6 soo .. i am going to sleep in. with shawn ofcourse. and then while on my break i am going to buy everything to make Cookies. Thanksgiving ones. yeh! cause i'm cool and found a turkey cookie cutter. and a ( Read more... )

Long day of working. horrible day. i was sick, still am.. and my eyes KILL.. seriously. they are as red as the Devil. shit.

i just got home from work like 15 mintues ago. and well i am tired and beat and i am going to take a bath. yum. cause no one is here. thank god. well janie dennis and shawn went to the race. and fagot fagot billy is here. ( Read more... )

what a day...

i woke up around 7ish. yeah i know. well i couldnt open my right eye.. uuhh. and i got my contact case and solution and went into the bathroom to take them out.. well my eye was kind of sollen and bloodshot red. ouckie. so i went back to sleep. i was tired. woke up around 1ish. bbbaadd. cause shawn wanted to get his hair cut and i ( Read more... )

hmm.. today was good. i'm still currently getting sick. yuckie.

i woke up around 3ish.. haha. with shawn. <3 then took a shower. duh. then laid down for a bit before works. shawn gave the dogs a bath. finally. but misty still smells like bacon. haha. i went to work about 6ish. my dad called me and screamed at me.. he's gay. i dont like him. grrr. ( Read more... )

Made my mistakes, let you down.

and i cant, i cant hold on for too long..

Ran my whole life in the ground.

and i cant, i cant get up when you're gone..

And something's breaking up..

I feel like Giving up..

I wont walk out until you know..

Here i go, Scream my lungs out and try to get to You.

You are my Only One

i let go, but there's just no one ( Read more... )