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Good Day.. spent most of the day with shawn. until 6 when i had to go to work. it wasnt bad. i bought the Elf. and i bought Little Nick 3 matchbox cars. cause he is sick in the hospital. me and shawn are going to see him tomorrow. he has 2 ear infections and he might have penamoina. i think i spelled it right. when i came home from work i gave ( Read more... )

well .. yesterday was good.. idk anymore. i'm losing my myself. enough of that. it's over.
i guess just that one entry was friends only. idk. whatever. i'm in a definitly down mood.

yesterday after i got done here, with laundry and such. i decided to go shopping. which made my thoughts better. for the most part. i love to shop and buy things for ( Read more... )

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i am alone, cranky, tired, and scared. i'm frezzing and have the chills. my eyes hurt i need to take out my contacts. god damnitt. i hate this feeling. my throat hurts. i am getting sick. work's tough. no tomorrow. i will update about my insane weekend then. shawn's with bubba at bubba's mom. gay. i dont care. he dont care. no one cares. whatever ( Read more... )

Last night work was tough. i'm sore.. well not as bad as i was last night. oh yeah !! Shawn fixed my computer! it works great. oh i love him so so much. <3 yesterday didnt feel like thursday. ahh. idk, maybe a sunday or monday. =/ ..work wasnt bad, i like it there, at walmart. i have work tonight, 6-11pm. awe. no shawn. then saturday, 3-11pm. ( Read more... )

Sometimes i just wonder what it is about you that brings a smile to my face.. just as my heart drops and flutters.. my knees get weak and i start to studder.. and my vision gets blurry.. i start to cry.. as you whisper in my ear .. "I Love You."

they are the only words that i hear when you speak to me. you're my whole life. and i love you every ( Read more... )

early morning.. yup. i woke up with shawn.. and well stayed up cause i had laundry to do, i didnt do yesterday. and i have the worst headache. grr. i am watching cartoon network, land before time, one of them. and shawn took my cell phone instead of his. hmm. its ok. he'll just have my dad calling his cell haha. i wonder if thats why he took it, ( Read more... )

still on shawn's puter. yup. well mine is looking better, shawn and dennis worked on it last night. while they looked at pornos on shawns.. hah.. and bubba came down for a bit. and dennis picked on him. i hope it isnt to late to call off work for the 21st. it's a sunday. me and shawn are going to go and see the grudge and something else and go to ( Read more... )

this shall be short.. my computer is broken and shawn let me on his. aww, i love him. today he didnt have work. we had to go tot he doctor's. well we woke up areoung noon. yum. then i made breakfast and we took a shower.. together. hah. funfun. then we went up to tHill. and put air in my tire cause is was low. and then we went up to the doctors. ( Read more... )