there's nothing left to say here. onto the next chapter.

what ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...

and i have the sense to recognize that 
i don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
i'm ( Read more... )

we survived the wilderness, barely. but we did and here is what we got out of it...
thursday:

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i struggle with these memories,
this fear that gets a-hold of me,
the damage that you've done to me,
i suffered from your curiosity.

as you looked at me with those eyes,
and  experimented between my thighs,
you lacked one thing, and that was consent,
i guess you got caught up in the moment.

more than once or twice my "no's" were silenced,
maybe you didn't ( Read more... )

a new journal, for a new start. the good stuff is friends only. add and i'll add back. =]