My heart is closed for repairs.

My sister and her family are moving down to Tuscaloosa, Alabama within the next month. That makes me unbelievably sad.

I can't get it right so I'm done with love.

Things started looking up then they started looiking down just as quickly. It's just been one of those days...weeks...months.

It's been awhile since I have updated because I haven't had time to. I babysit Monday through Friday from 7:45am to 4pm in Burke (which is an hour away in morning traffic). Then I work at IKEA from 5 to 10. Yeah, it sucks not having to have much time to myself anymore but I shouldn't be complaining: I get paid $10 an hour for babysitting and $7.50 ( Read more... )

I'm really confused right now. I got 639 out of 810 points which means I made a 78.8 in my Romans and Galatians class. However, when I looked at my grades for the semester, I found a horrendous D+ next to that class. Not only is my mom seriously going to kick my butt but I don't know how a 79% equals a D+, especially when his syllabus lists a 77-79 ( Read more... )

I am in a surprisingly good mood righ tnow so I decided to take advantage of it...unfortunately, I couldn't find any way to take advantage of it so I decided to write. I just got done exercising and I feel really energized but relaxed at the same time. I have been catching up with friends today and yesterday; some of it has been good and some of it ( Read more... )

ACTS OF THE APOSTLES B ( Read more... )

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together

I know...I'm pathetic

This year has been really trying for me. There have been so many times that I have doubted God and wondered why he hated me. I have struggled through classes (which I am not used to) and have failed in a relationship. I have had extreme ups and appalling lows. Needless to say, I am over this school year and am very glad it is finally over ( Read more... )

Oh I'll stay with you through the ups and the downs ( Read more... )

Due to a recent event, I have realized just how perturbed the following subject makes me so I am going to vent. When I make a comment about myself, that is just it: a comment about ME. It does not reflect my feelings about anyone else. I judge myself and the way I look by a much stricter standard than I do other people so please, don't take what I ( Read more... )