I really need something exciting to happen. Now. Please?

Blaaahhh.

I am nearly 800 miles away and I cannot escape it...

How am I going to last?

I can't put up with this anymore.

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I hate my hair too. Which is why I just took a pair of scissors and trimmed off the ends of my hair. They were really bothering me. Luckily I can get away with that nonsense with my curls. At least it feels a little bit better....even if it may be uneven. Haha. Diana will fix it next week when I am home, hopefully.

I only have one more exam to go ( Read more... )

We've been listening to Christmas music since mid October...and now it is finally December and I don't feel very Christmasy. Hopefully once I can really focus on christmas stuff it will feel more like it.

Also, I want us to go to the dumb drive through and see the Christmas lights thing that is near my work. Thomas said he wanted to go, and Caitlin ( Read more... )

I am so happy about the election.

I think Obama is going to be really good for us. His speech was amazing.

I feel so proud!

I am so sad and upset.

I feel sick.

I can't sleep.

I am so so so tired and sad and lonely and lost.

Dramatic...yes, I know. But I feel it.

My heart hurts.

Just a few things I would like to point out...

1. Being deathly ill sucks. But it isn't so bad when you have best friends taking care of you.

2. Last Friday was the best night ever. There is nothing that cna compare to wearing tribal clothes and warpaint while playing Pokemon Snap.

3. My mom got engaged. I am happy for her, as long as she is happy. ( Read more... )

So...the past few days have been good.

Rent on Wednesday was good. It was weird to me though...obviously I felt really disconnected. I missed feeling it around me and being a part of it. But I am glad I got to see it. I cried like a little baby. It was ridiculous. It just really got to me. Like that is a big surprise. What really got me was at the ( Read more... )

Thank god. Tomorrow night I will be by the sea. In the ocean. Thank goodness. It is really what I need right now.

It makes me so happy knowing that tomorrow night I can just fall into the waves. I really cannot wait.

And on top of that...Rent tomorrow. I know it is going to be AMAZING. But at the same time, I know that it is going to be really hard ( Read more... )

It is really beginning to depress me every day when it gets colder and colder.

I don't want winter to come. The idea really makes me so so so sad.

I am going to miss the ocean so badly. I need it.

Oh well...

I do like the fall...it's just sad...