i had sort of forgotten about my lj. i didn't know it still existed. i guess i'm gonna start writing in it again. i have a lot of free time anyway. well this is kinda short, but i don't know what to write. more later.

much love,
connie

i went to austin for a few days. it's awesome. i can't wait to live there. here's the site so you can check out where to visit me.

www.metropolisapartments.net

"how did it get so late so soon? it's night before it's afternoon. december is here before it's june. my goodness how the time has flewn. how did it get so late so soon?"
these words by dr. seuss are what come to mind when i think of these past four years. i still can't believe high school is over. i know that if you had asked me a month ago if i ( Read more... )

well, it's official. we graduated. it's a bit surreal. i feel like i'm not done here in mcallen. i wasn't as nervous or emotional as i thought. everyone was beeming. it was great seeing everyone so happy. the ceremony was long, even though they rushed it as much as possible. i was expecting a little more i think. i wasn't moved by the speakers at ( Read more... )

god...i'm so freakin tired right now. i am so sleep deprived. i have chingos of make up work to do since i'm always staying home when i don't feel like coming to school. plus i'm always exhausted because i get out of work at like midnight. but i like work. mainly because rick is there. ::enter lovesick exhale noise here::
i like him a lot. he's so ( Read more... )

i have come to the conclusion that i will never be happy with the way i look no matter what. i don't know why i'm so critical and unhappy with the way i look. i guess it's the history of not-so-nice ex-boyfriends which left me with low self-esteem. it really pisses me off sometimes. i'll literally look in the mirror and just burst into tears. i ( Read more... )

alright, i'm starting to hope that this whole thing goes off without a hitch. i think, for myself, i'm pretty much set. i have me beyootiful dress, i just need to steam it to get all the creases out. i have my gorgeous stilleto heels. thank ya veronica for picking 'em out and convincing me to buy them. i just hope i can walk alright in them. i have ( Read more... )

i finished my first week of work, which makes up my training. from now on i'll be working on pay + tips. =) i like work. sometimes it gets busy, but i still like it. i like most of the people at work. i just don't like this one chick, but i hardly work with her and she's always in the bathroom on her phone anyway. there is this one cute guy that i ( Read more... )

date: David Gilbert (the German foreign exchange student)

dress: already bought, it's a vintage looking pearly pink dress with silver embroidery and a tulip skirt

hair: not sure

shoes: haven't decided yet

jewelry: not yet

dinner: olive garden

company: veronica & aaron, christina & jacob, alexandria & brian, etc.

wow...it's late, but i'm not tired. i slept all day. i couldn't get myself out of bed this morning. i spent most of the weekend relaxing with veronica and hanging out at caleb's house. jorge was out of town since thursday. we still talk and stuff. he wants me to hang out with him some time this week. i think he misses me. today was my first real ( Read more... )