sunday night, me, adrian, luis, brian, and april had our own little thanksgiving dinner since we won't be spending the holiday together. it was nice. i made the turkey! that's right, the 18 lb turkey went from this...
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i don't know what to do right now. i miss gilbert so much. am i being irrational? are the reasons why we're apart right now real reasons, or are they just mental lists i have made so that i won't feel sad about breaking up? i hate how he smokes so much, and not just his cigarettes. i hate how he doesn't trust me up here in austin. i hate how it
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when i went home to visit this past weekend, i realized how much i missed my friends. i have friends up here in austin, but they can't replace or even come close to veronica and christian. they are my soul mates and loves of my life. hurry up and come live up here!
i know it seems insane that gilbert and i are in love and moving in together in december even though we barely met in july, but i've really fallen hard this time. i knew that i was going to love that boy since our first date. i didn't realize how much i loved him though until this past week. he went out to a bar with his friends to throw back a few
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i was reading my friends' journals when i stumbled on christian's latest entry. he was talking about school and i ended up going off on a tangent in reply. it made me think a lot. i really have lost my scholarly ambition which made me so successful in high school. i just don't care anymore. i was so burned out from high school that i just want to
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oh my god! i had sooooo much fun last night. i was a bit hungover today, but man was last night a blast. the "new rich/new money" theme party was a huge hit. a lot of people dressed up. so many jell-o shots and jungle juice and a lot of hot dancing. look at all the beautiful people.