american history x is probably the best movie i have ever seen.. or at least the movie that has affected me more than any other in my entire life.

I just took some weird color quiz thing. there is usually a link to post it, but for some reason it wont show me the next page of the results so this is all i got ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in an extremely long amount of time.. but I'm at work with nothing to do and I'm bored ( Read more... )

copy this list into your journal and bold the things that we have in common...the ones that aren't true for you change to something that is true about yourself :)

01. I'm indecisive.
02. I enjoy putting people in their place.
03. I am taller than 5'5.
04. I love music.
05. Warm is preferable to cold.
06. I watch TV at least 2 nights a week. ( ( Read more... )

I've got it. after talking with my mom today, I've finally got it. the idea. the super huge fundraiser that I PRAY (yes, pray, something I rarely do) will work. lajfkajflsjlkajsdfljafjdslkfj. I'm so anxious, I can't do anything else but think about it. I need to start on it now.

there is no longer anything I want more in my life than for this to

so because the holidays and my birthday are coming up, I've been getting questions on a constant basis of what I want.. and I never quite have the answer. maybe like one or two small things.. and a car of course (although i am 110% sure I won't be seeing that under the tree this year). nothing I want is material. which comes as a shock to me ( Read more... )

people wonder why I can never make decisions.. perhaps it's because whenever I do, I always make the wrong one.

so once again I have managed to do just that, and will now have an awful rest of the year because I suck. and I can sit and think about how happy I would be right now if only I weren't so stupid. good one sam, you really are a winner.

I really like this poem and just felt the need to post it ( Read more... )

1) feeling a lottttt better since last entry ( Read more... )

I was in an awful mood today. still am, but less so than before because I spend a good portion of the night taking my mind off things by watching The Bourne Identity and West Wing. you know those days when one thing bad happens and then everything else goes wrong and you just realize how pissed off you are at everything? yeah, it was one of those. ( Read more... )