Well I dunno I sometimes feel I really hate my memory because I seem to remember things at the wrong times. It starts will a small thought then leads into others which drive me slowly insane and I just want to crawl into a bottle and forget my pains. I dunno why its so hard to forget. I unfortunately found some pictures I never wanted to see. I ( Read more... )

Well i am here and had a full day and its really nice. I woke up and began a day of work. We wandered aruond the house and then ran some errends adn i found a albino Hedge Hog im going to buy. I have also decided to get a aligator. Dont ask i want one. So we made some lovely new toys for the Animals to play with and they are loveing it and therye ( Read more... )

Well this day wasnt really of doom it was kinda interesting actually. i felt kinda like apot head today big plans adn nothing got done. We got up delt with some bitnez and then had some great sex then hit the pool. then had some crazy sex in the pool then we got out and had some really awesome sex outside the pool. We then kinda rested for a bit ( Read more... )

I sat here tonight and i stared at jami as she was playing on the computer and doing other things. I cant believe how truly blessed i am to have her in my life. I stare into her eyes and i cant help but think how much i love her. I see her and i melt into a pool of jello. She is beautiful and truly everything i ever wanted. I look at her and fall ( Read more... )

Well today so far was pretty good. i mowed the lawn and vacummed the pool. the pool water was really cold. hehe it was ok nothing to serious. Jami took a lot longer to get done on the computer updateing things. So i missed her in the pool :( but her journal looks really good. i applyed at a few more jobs today hopefully i get one i need a real job ( Read more... )

Well i am up looking for a job again technecly i have two of them but none seem to want to give me money and what not. I dunno why. So i been haveing some issues here in lovely NY mostly with the fact i am still paranoid of loseing her as it happened twice allready with her and she gets lost on her computer internet, I guess i shouldnt worry so ( Read more... )

Well im still here in NY i am kinda lost at the moment on a few things. i love her very much but im haveing a hard time dealing with life here and feel like i want to go home. I also am haveing some issue with my trust in general nothing against her just my ex left me for a friend and i mean we were going out for 5 years and if she could betray me ( Read more... )

Well im here for a few weeks now and i dont think my unit can take anymore of this sex. 5-6 times a day here there man we done it just about everywhere i dont think i can take anymore then i find i want more and more. things are going great wish i could find a job in my field here but looks like i have to get me some wheels first then i find me a ( Read more... )

Well im here now yeah me things are little issued but for the most part not to bad. I need to get used to the time here but i dont see it as a problem just takes umm time. Oh well things will get used to i found a 66 chevele not to bad looking good body adn i got to check if it runs and make a deal for it. hehe. if not ill find something else. im

Well i cant sleep again and im haveing more issues . I am at the point right now where i am now going to leave i am nervous a little to leave as i am moveing for good. I cant wait to be there but i am still haveing a problem with the stress. Las Vegas has allways been my home ive never been really anywhere else to live so i am scared. I really love ( Read more... )