been busy workin and payin the bills. jami and i are getting married next year we're both very excited about that. my parents are supposed to be coming to visit sometime soon. christmas was good I was glad to see jami happy. i had to work new years but i snuck out a little early to surprise jami. well thats about it, except we been sick its that ( Read more... )

2005 sunfire, a little less than 7k miles on it, good condition, a few scratches but nothing major, it has a cd player and the best part about that is pontiac cars have really good sound systems, it has cruise control, keyless entry, power locks and windows, all the fun stuff, hella lot better than the pos we were driving. It's a really nice car ( Read more... )

Well good news has wash a shore I have been acepted into the canandiagua police department and soon shall be patroling the streets of the hardships of Canandiagua with my gun and car. I cant wait i can write people tickets and pull people over. I cant wait this is amazing. Unfortunatly i have to sever many of my conections on the computer and in ( Read more... )

Here I sit again in front of this damn computer being my only outlet in this insane world to rant and rave but I guess it doesn’t matter anymore I am having a hard time with life right now I am really struggling to exist my life. I am not depressed just starting to hate everything around me frustrating myself into a fit of rage which I can only ( Read more... )

Well today I am in a quandary of emotion and vortex of subliminal controversy. A bane of my being, that vamps at my very soul. I break into a murderous rage into the darkness to find I am slowly killing myself. Then as the rubble clears I am standing in a pool of my own blood and I realize that the pain I was running from was the existence of ( Read more... )

Yeah yeah yeah I know no update in a while but ive been busy so sue me. Well its been a interesting few weeks sense my last update. We have done so much and came along so far. I am now baking at Tim Horton’s. It’s really been fun something different after like 3 days there I got a raise and now there looking into me becoming a store manager or ( Read more... )

Well I couldn’t sleep today and felt that I shouldn’t waist my time and went out to look for work had to go do some testing at Kelly’s services and found I am a professional Word Programmer and Excel retard yup the hard and trying work to use those programs. God I almost feel stupider for taken those damn tests. I also found that I am a ( Read more... )

Well I am awake I think I am not really sure everything is being weird right now kind of like I am in a dream world filled with light trails and I am dizzy I don’t understand what’s going on. I am feeling sick. I am going to get some soda with Jami now or in the near future maybe some fresh air will help me out.

Here I sit another day in paradise as I say. Well I have officially got up at the bright ole hour of 6pm. I guess ill find a job when the job is looking for me. Oh well I am trying to get back into school as of right now I know that some of you who read this are in shock yes me the one who swore off school and felt that it was a waist of time and ( Read more... )

Well there’s a lot going on I guess mostly I miss everyone back at home. I think that Jami isn’t having that great of a time sometimes and wishes things were better. I dunno I do everything I can but I dunno what I am going to do anymore I need to find a job and try to get things back to normal. I mean she’s happy but I dunno anymore if my presence ( Read more... )